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♥ 10:27 PM

are you ready? pass it on!
wooohooo. came back from church camp this morning.

DAY ONE
woke up at 7.30am.
got ready and made my way to church.
found out me and sixuan and gloria in the same group! ((:
anyway, then we registered, took our name tags, went up to level four.
and shit, i forgot what we did after that.
anyway skip skip skip.
after lunch, amazing race.
travelled here and there. real tired!
i only remember that our first station is buangkok.
then have to play taboo at the game station.
they asked me to go be the one who hints cos we have to say it in chinese.
but i said no. i feel very bad but i think i'll feel worse if i go ahead cos i think i'll not be able to do it then in the end hai4 the group.
sorry!
ohyea, me and sixuan took the hanging brochure from the mrt and pasted the ezlink card sticker on our name card. it's so cute! hahaha.
then blablabla.
did not managed to finish all the stations though. but who cares?
we just want to have fun not win, right? xP
then erm, i think sermon then after that ohyea, bathing time.
balabo ehh! the queue super long then no time to bathe la.
then is like everyone bathed, sweet smelling and clean while i feel sweaty and smelly.
nevermind, after that we bathed after night games.
ohhhh, night games.
good there's no dirty games. there's wet ones and i want to get wet.
but then, we skipped the confirm get wet game and the wet game we played is not wet.
legs got wet though. hahas
then ehhhh, ohman, i really forget already.
after nightgames i think is lights out. hahas.

DAY TWO
woke up at 7.15am!
then breakfast then i forgot what.
ohhh. then do cp.
we are in charge of block244.
went hougang mall, bought the stuffs for party packs.
then packed them. real fast.
then after that give them out to the residents.
real fun. i want to do it again!! :D
it's really sad that many of the people are not at home cos it's a saturday afternoon though.
then after cp should be bathing ba. then i forgot what.
then after dinner holy spirit night.
i love the songs! :D
ehhhh, then cried like shit for some reason la. i dont know how to say. hahaha.
then felt much better after the prayer. ((:
after that, more worship!
jumped here jumped there, run here run there. really like pe. super tiring but real fun.
and i have to admit, i'm old already! D: hahahaha.
then did one symbolic thing at the level2 auditorium. ((:
then lights out.

DAY THREE
woke up at 7.45am.
then breakfast. then went for 2nd service.
very very sleepy. almost fall asleep during the sermon. =P
then took photos.
then pastamania!!
super yummy! :D
took 2nd helping. hahas.
then prize giving ceremony. then went home.

slept from 4pm to 8.
still have cca tomorrow!! D:
should i go or not? what if i collapse halfway through?
i dont feel really well actually.

ps. i want to camp again!! :D :D

♥ 8:13 PM

woohoooo. just came back from east coast park. super tiring!

woke up early this morning and took the train to buangkok to meet the others.
after that we boarded on the same bus as christine and huiping and we were on our way to east coast.
it's an one hour journey! i regretted not bringing my earpiece along with me. hahas.
we finally reached and found the perfect spot to settle down.
we played along the shore. allowing our legs to be crashed by the foamy waves.
ohyea, why are the waves foamy when it crashes onto shore?
i'm not really paying attention during geog lesson. hahahaha. xD
anyway, my shorts become super wet. kind of disgusting. we picked seashells too. ((:
then it began to rain a little so we moved our belongings and the mat into the shelter.
we chatted about some stuffs.
after a while, the drizzle stopped and we moved back to the sand.
and played with water somemore. :D
and my shorts became wet again. hahas.
not long after, it started to pour.
heavy rain just suddenly descend from the sky so we quickly moved our belongings back to the shelter again. this time, we shared with another group of people.
we are drenched from head to toe. and it's super cold especially when the wind blew.
yokeling came to meet us but it was raining so we asked her to wait for us at macs which later changed to burgerking.
at the shelter, the rain was blown towards us so that made us even more wet.
then, we came up with this fabulous idea.
we took our belongings from the mat and made the mat into a super big umbrella.
we have to hold the mat and ya, walk inside the mat.
it's super funny! especially when we are positioning ourselves with the mat over our heads at the shelter, i think the other group of people is laughing at us lorr. hahas.
so we walked for around 5mins-10mins to burgerking.
we were laughing all the way and our arms ache from holding the mat without rest.
it's super super funny! it's like a ghost in broad daylight just that it's blue in colour and it has legs. 7 pairs of legs to be exact. hahas.
ohya, sorry jingrong for spoiling your mat! gomenasai!
finally reached burgerking. was super tired from the walking and the laughing. was super wet. uncomfortable yet quite shuang. hahas.
in the end we made our way to macs.
bought doublecheeseburgermeal. very tong xin lehh! i forgot there's such thing as student meal!!!! RAWR. if not i would have bought studentmeal mcchicken or sth. then can save my money. haizzz. i'm so broke now. poor me. poor piggybank.
we are all super full so we walked all the way to parkway parade.
walked around in the mall. stopped by at cotton on.
vivian, christine, huiping and peixin they all are choosing their shoes to buy. it's 2 for $25. i'm not sure if it's counted as cheap or not. i'm very outdated. hahas.
and so the rest of us tried on the various shoes there. it's really really fun.
the black shiny heels is super super high and has a very small surface area for its heels.
i tried on and i cant even stand properly. same for the other one. and the other was better. it's black too and i like this pair of heels the most.
i still cant imagining myself wearing heels though. hahas.
then we looked around at the clothings and bused home.

i hope we can go out again! :D
and i realise, the month is ending soon. in like 2 weeks time?
and MY HOMEWORK IS UNDONE! I'VE NOT DONE A SINGLE BIT!
okay, maybe a single bit cos i only did my summary for movie review.
DIE DIE DIE. D:
someone motivate me to do my homework!!! haizzz.

ps. i love the rain. :D hahaha.

♥ 9:56 PM

had dance today after that graduation party for the sec4s :D
so, we prepared our presents and game for them and waited for them to come.

and they came.
so we ate and played and we performed for our beloved seniors.
then had heartwarming speeches and a great dose of laughter. hahaha.
thanks seniors for everything you have done!
i will miss you all de!!
i love you~~ <3

there's going to be meteor shower later at around 3-5am!
i'm going to stay up late! hehheh. ((:

ps. nightmares. :O

♥ 7:32 PM

woohoo. just came back from 2C outing :D

watched my girlfriend is an agent. it's super hilarious. i was laughing all the way through the movie. hahaha :D
the $6 is really worthwhile. i want to watch it again! hahaha. ((:
after movies, we went to vivo cos it's raining. ):
we went to the sky park and ate and played at the huge shelter.
after that we played with water! it's super super fun! :D
too bad i wear white so i'm like transparent. :O hahaha.
blablabla.

i hope we can hang out around soon! ((:

ps. hitori.

♥ 11:17 PM

muahahaha. today is friday the 13th.

hahaha.
i very wu liao. =P

ps. tomorrow need to wake up at 6am!! D:

♥ 10:16 PM

right, i did not feel nervous or tense at all for the olevels that is in two days time.
i'm not doing anything about chinese except for communicating in mandarin.
and the olevels is in two days time.
i wonder how am i going to sit for the exams rather unprepared.

so, as usual, i went to help out in children church.
i really love sundays. kids make my day. :D
raemond is so cute. he gave me a hug and held my hand while we make our way to the chapel.
it's so sad that ee khai went off the minute he came cos he was sick, according to sixuan.
ee khai is so cute! he look like the chibi version of yoonjihoo. so quiet and shy and cute. hahahas.
ohh, and wan zhi showed me her yoyo and her kaya bread. and she has a huge barney plushie in her barney bag. haha.
wesley asked me to draw the mrt station for him. this is a very difficult task.
so i just drew a rectangular train with a triangle at the end and a row of smaller rectangles as windows. then another long skinny rectangle at the bottom of the train as the trail.
to me, it's ugly but he seemed to be pleased. hahaha.
ohh, and i think his favourite colour is green cos he wanted the 'mrt station' to be green. and his shirt is green, bag's green and he chose his balloon green.
wanzhi saw the 'mrt station' i had drawn and requested to have it drawn on her worksheet too.
so i drew the same thing again just that this time, she wanted it blue.

after children church i went home to have lunch and got a call from my mama to make a trip to kovan to choose presents for her child care students.
then blablabla, was tired so i slept the minute i reached home.
woke up, worried a little while about homework and decided not to do in the end. i just dont felt like doing it now. it is such a wonderful sunday. xD i should not spoil it with homework. hahas.
then i watched tv. the devil wears prada. nice show. ((:
continued folding those straw stars for the student in my mama's childcare.
and i still need to draw a picture for the student cos she requested.
it was already dragged for almost a month already i suppose. (x

my sister pushed the fan and made it fall while she climbed on my bed to reach her bed.
and now she blames me for putting the fan too near my bed. hmph.

ps. shucks, there's cca tmr. i hope i am able to survive.

♥ 11:42 PM

oooh. the 208th post! muahahaha.

just had chill out just now.
i think i almost died.
played some games which i didn't really participate much. i dont know how to join in though.
then ate. i just ate on slice of pizza then i walk around like some outsider[sorry but in my point of view].
so i went back into the chapel and played a little while with baby esther.
she's so cute and chubby!
and she like the price tag more than the carebear. hahaha. (:
so i chose to just go home quietly. i noe i very bad la. sorry.
but then if i stay there i think i will really die.
and i'll miss my show at 7.30. hahas. xD

so i went home and managed to catch the show on time. but i missed a small part in front. hmph.

ohh, and thanks for those listening ears and advisors out there.
arigato gozaimasu! :D

ps. now i know, my phobia is loneliness.

♥ 4:03 PM

yesterday is an unlucky day.
firstly, i fell backwards as i tripped unto the drain while i'm moving backwards. i hurt my left arm. sharp pain after that i thought i'm going to break my arm cos there's this hole in my elbow i realise but i think i think too much cos my the other elbow also have. =P
after that i stomachache! rawr. so in the end never go cca.

anyway anyway,
i poned cca today. haizz.
i noe i very bad but i really really don't felt like going.
i ate lunch with angela and was worrying during the whole lunch.
she asked me not to think so much. i do agree. think so much also no use. but i can't help it lehh.
sorry to keep her sister waiting. and sorry angela for thinking with me too. sorry for wasting your time and your brain cells.
actually, since is i choose to pon one, i should just face the consequences. why must i keep worrying and stuff and think of excuses, blablabla, when i have the choice to go?
this is stupid. rawr.
i'm really a stupid person. and the wierdest person in the world.
wierd. wierd. wierd.
i hate this side of me.
stupid.
why didn't i quit during sec one? this is my greatest regret in my life. no offence dancers and maybe, teachers-in-charge.
but i feel really stress when i go for cca when ccas are supposed to be activities that we enjoy, something that we have passion in.
i don't really noe the particular reason why i don't like going for cca when actually it wasn't really that bad at all.
to be honest, i don't like the instructor. [no offence!]
i think it's cos i've been like scolded quite frequently during sec one and scolded here and there during sec2 and 3. (but getting scolded is also cos i did something wrong mahh.)
i don't like wearing dance tee somehow, other than being kind of small, but i don't like others to noe that i'm from dance when i'm not good at it at all.
i don't like saying that my cca is dance during introductions cos i'm so not good in dance plus the fact that i don't like cca.
(but then, it's also up to my choice whether i want to be good or not.
i didn't put in any effort in upgrading myself, being more flexible and stuff.)
so whats the problem with me?! whats the stupid problem with me?!
i guess the biggest problem is that i don't like my cca thats why i've been trying all my best to skip it and not wanting to put in any effort to do well.
okay, so after analyzing, the root problem is with me, me and me.
why must i be like that? why why why?!
its all my own fault for bringing myself into such state.
why must i be so quiet?! why didn't i try?! why didn't i put in more effort to impove myself?!
gosh, i think there's seriously something wrong with me.
i think i need a psychologist. seriously. i'm going crazy. no, i am already crazy.
i'm like thinking that i'm bad and stuff while thinking that it's all because of the instructor[no offence!]. is like i'm fighting with myself.
someone please kai dao me.
this is super crazy.

ps. save me!!~

♥ 6:57 PM

just went to almost everyone's blog in my list of links.
realise some things that i didn't noe at all.
i'm not really really close to her but she's hurting.
i dun noe if she'll be able to see it here but
jiawen, sorry for being to outdated. just want to let you noe that we are all your support.
so yea, cheer up! we all love you~~ hahahas. :D

sent me into thinking that, everyone has their own things that they worry about, things that hurt them. sometimes i know about it, sometimes not. sorry for not being able to know sometimes but for those i knew, i don't noe what i should do to save them from that monster that is going to swallow them into darkness.
i wanted to help. but i'm scared that i'll make it worse.
i wanted all my frens to noe that i'm always there. all ready to lend you my shoulder, a hug, a listening ear.
guess thats why i kind of want to be a psychologist. to help patients to get out of depression and stuffs. so that they can be happy, blablabla.
but the thing is, am i able to do it?
anyway, i really really hope that they can be saved.
i don't want any of my frens to think of those negative things.
i knew that these thoughts will drive them crazy and and.. okay, i don't noe how to say.
xP

okay, i shld get out of that sensitive topic now. hahas.
just now went children church then blablabla.
lunched with the zone ppl at s11.
ate duck rice. long time no eat already. hahas.
then tried the fuji apple drink. quite nice.
so full after drinking that. haha.
after the guys go play bball and the girls continued talking then we walk over to the cc opposite heartlandmall where they are playing bball.
the other cell is supposed to plan their cell outing but in the end, we didn't do anything la.
so the girls went home and the guys continue their game.
me and sixuan then went heartland mall to have a walk.
saw deborah at comics connection. ((:
so we spent quite a long time in comics connection. flipping through every poster. hahaha.
then i bought sugar cane juice and shared with sixuan.
walked past cc then saw the guys still there playing but we continued our way home anyway.
finally reached home, suddenly feel super tired but i don't felt like sleeping cos tomorrow need to wake up at, OMG, 6.45am!!!
after lessons still got cca!!!!
i'm going to die tmr. miss me people. hahas.

ps. save me tooooo~ hahaha. xD

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